Mommy's precious gem

Gorgeous little gem! At 8 1/2 month..showing off her teeth.

If I can't have you

 ..during the day, I must have you during the night.

That is what I think in her mind-set is.

She is no longer following her usual routine. In fact she now has her own new bed time routine for the past 1 month or so...she must have somebody next to her, sleeping together with her otherwise she would wake up and cry. She would not sleep in her own cot, as soon as she was put inside right after she doze off she would wake up again and start crying, standing right up and looking for her mommy. She would not want anybody else to comfort her....degil nih..

Its gonna be tough to break this habit....*sigh*...

On my feet...

Major 8 month milestone..well done my love!

Mapun gan ka'au Mya...?

Mya with her 'bayut' given by her puidoh...all the way from Miri...TQ puidoh.

Back to work

Been back to work since the last four weeks and I am loving it. Loving the buzz....Though it breaks my heart leaving Mya behind but in reality this mommy needs to work and earn a living. At least I know she's in a safe group of hands with her mak ayang, her pak ayang and her usu.

It was hard for the first few days plus the fact that she was full of cold and fever but again I have no other feasible choice. She is all well now apart from slight cough but nothing to worry about according to the GP.

And she is just getting more adorable each day...aaahh....my sweet sweetie pie.

Mommy, look i can sit longer now..

Yeahhh..i now know how to balance myself on my bump for more than 10 seconds...

Bad bad mommy

She was right under my nose.

I was getting her ready for her bath, laid her down on the bed whilst trying to find her pjs. Then in a split second I heard like something dropped. And my heart stopped. In that split second I was wishing O God please don't let it be what I think it was.

And there she was, facing the floor and at that moment I felt my life was being swept away. Hysterically I picked her up, she was so floppy and helpless and started to cry slowly as she was catching her breath. She must be in a horrid shock herself. We were both crying but I think her mommy cried louder.

Then later I checked for any bumps, bruises etc...thank God there's none.

That night I was feeling so guilty as hell and I cuddled her to sleep.

And yes lesson learnt...next time always always put her in her cot.